I think something's wrong with me, no matter where I go I still have the same miserable and emotionless expression my face and most of the things I say are insults.
I think it's because of my childhood since I was always alone because of my shy nature and when people try to be friends with me I always turn them down because I don't know if I can trust them.
But one day this girl wanted to be friends with me so I said we can be friends, we've been friends ever since that day and whenever I'm with her I'm always happy and smiling and laughing.
I think I'm in love with her but I'm afraid to tell her because she might not feel the same way and we can't be friends anymore.
When I'm with her all the sadness disappears.